I am not sure this is the right way to deal with the people (like just now I am imposing my words on you, yeah I should say sorry If you are feeling so right now) but it is totally new experience of my life and I don't do feel regret on it . Writing these things I am feeling quite odorous but without talks or expression,problem will be problems and these feeling will be turning into sucking suffocation. I am not sure that these things are real or not. I know, only reality works well in our lives however it is quite hard to bear some realities in ones life.
I am quite not sure I am right or wrong but reality is that I really missed you. The day I saw you first, the day the pain started to run in my veins starting from belly (I can't forget that shot of balloon on my stomach on holi fest). Later on, the evenings I spent waiting you on Balcony, those days I did lots of households just to see you (sounds crazy, yah!), days I waited your arrival at 10 bunking classes hoping I will be talking with you one day, the day I met you in the bus and had the first talk (really wonderful) , very next day I received your smile on the van (awesome), the day I wrote about you in my blog ,here, the day I saw you laughing ,smiling (heavenly), dancing(sexy), the day I danced in front of you ( I imagined dancing with my hands on your shoulder although it is part of my dream), the day I felt regret not wishing you G.W.S (Get well Soon) and many more I can't explain, were really amazing ( Sometime became really painful ). Thanks for all this sensations, without you it was impossible. All these things are with me and, you can't stop me remembering and writing. Actually, I am not sure what I am doing right now but being an ordinary man I can't keep holding me.
I don’t do have capability to read minds and know what people thinks about me but I have felt the same sensations every time I talk you, actually, this is your part what you feel and that is what matters me most. I always felt that you must have certain set of feeling for me, by the way you expressed yourself, you reached to me, your activities etc. I know I am projecting my thoughts and I repeat that this is your part.
If we both do like each other, if we are well concerned about our duties and responsibilities and pursuing our dreams, expectations of people who are connected in our lives. lets our destiny be one, unified ( not just for the nasty love propaganda).The mutual liking has no difficulty to be in love.
I don't want to confess but I do like you much from my inner soul but to turn it into so called: true love you should also be realizing it. So can't our liking each other turn into mutual loving? Its upto you now. The writing has became so long . Sorry for taking such long time. The only thing I wish you to hear is your words, hopefully, we'll have great time ahead. I am in hope you will reach out to me.
.....................................................................................Romantica_fiction@PhilosophicalRealm
reply dinu parne lai po barbad vayo hola?? reply ni estai khatra dina......(Y)
ReplyDeleteSo that guy must know that thats the reason why it didn't worked out :D
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