Mahesh Aryal
www.PhilosophicalRealm.blogspot.com
Nature within you
Early in the morning of this
winter my way to grocery was almost covered with frost. It must be the coldest
morning I experienced this winter without sun while my watch ticked 9.45.
Probably the rain helped remarkably to reduce the temperature of nature (Just
amusing the nature by uttering the word ‘heat’). With the fog on my head, I was
walking without winter cap and gloves. I got pockets of my tracks for my hands but
I got nothing for my head. For an instant I thought if I could bend my
vertebrae up to the deep pockets.
I just moved taking the part of
cold from the air or giving off the part of the heat to the air whirling around
me, little grasses and others. I was thinking less and moving fast but who can
stop the roaming thought inside the human skull? I compared all these
situations to the fate, fate of being chilled.
Have you ever experienced a
moment, a moment like a heart shivering cold strikes you in the morning like
that when you are out with a mentality of being inside room? Okay! Imagine that
you are just plunging into the cool air from the rare of your inside room.
(Shhh...Imagine that coldness)
Sometimes people have to deal with such situations in the way of their lives
which discovers a feeling inside your heart; this is a huge impossible Shit!
I don’t want to analyze the way
of happiness or the events like why a woman nearby my house with two kids
poisoned herself to the death, why a college girl cuts her veins to the death
and many more. Saying these things somewhere in my heart, I reasoned these
things to the series of thought. Actually this is the human nature that always
wanted a harmony and good reasoning for everything.
Nowadays, I have found myself
many times emphasizing on the nature being influenced by the philosophy that
everything happening in the earth (What we called) is a part of the nature.
Even what I am thinking right now is the part of the nature, which is again
happening inside this huge nature. Each and every component is mini-nature
functioned by natural laws. Somehow everyone is contributing to nature. The
changes in weather, frame of the mind etc. are pictures of nature. They build
their courses and what we define them as destiny.
Sometimes human emotions, like a
changing weather turn the worst. Let’s make it simple. (We always wanted that.)
For few seconds, let it be on their way. Let it be on their fate. It is always
very easy to describe them as a fate. But I believe that the fate is a way or
path carved by moments, series of such moments, that a human or the part of the
nature lives with.
Why the worse then? Why to expect
it to be always good? Is the ultimate destiny of the fate same? At this stage
we may have different opinions about all these issues because we are moving
with different sets of nature within us.
May be good or worse or good plus
worse it will be a fate, a path of such moments, series of such moments and a
destiny. I still remember it’s a nature of the function that determines the
outcome, which I was taught in the 9th grade of my high school.
At the same time, I am trying to
synthesize good things in my way. (It’s a human quality, because that is the
only way of being happy.) Once I was talking with bunch of my friends. We were
discussing over many issues about the nature. One of my friends told me you
seem to be well known about the nature. In a joke I told them a verse of
Socrates “I know something, that is nothing.” After saying that I was compelled
to think that if we can even know the nature within ourselves we can figure out
the whole nature.
The wild cold and toxic mentality
that freezes lives and emotions, sometimes lead to the worst fate (So assumed
worse). [Now I am still unknown about the ultimate fate or there might not be
anything like that, it will be obviously another topic to be discussed.]
After getting milk pouch, I
returned home running. It’s a best method to forget the cold and get you
charged by the waves of heat. I handed it to my mom, went inside the quilt.
I felt that my cerebrum freezing
inside 1450 cc box. After sometime I again started thinking.
Like nature cycle, cycles of
emotions move ascribing the same laws. That is what I believe. The fate is
described how the moments we live move with those things. It’s not that hard,
but once again a lesson for all being to realize and learn to understand the
nature or you.
Ultimately, we love that warmth (
Imagine all those things that uplift, joy you, your heart and soul, at least
there must be one thing at that moment.) which we think can heal everything.
